Where To Go Or No Where To Go?

Sigh.Thinking of A Level makes me sick.In other countries,you'll have to study only up to certain years and education is not compulsory.Look at Singapore.I have to study for 12 years to get to the University.What the hell is this?Then,to worsen the matter,i have to serve 2 years in National Service.When am i going to start working?When am i going to earn my first pay check?When am i going to get married and have children?I understand that education is good for us but the least the Government can do is to lessen our burden.Is that damn difficult? My cohort,those geeks borned in 1986, seems to be like lab mice.Are we the Government's experiment?We are the first cohort to take the National Education and bla bla bla.Well FUCK it!Now,i'm confused as to where i should go after the A Level? If God and my result permit me to go to the NUS or NTU,i shall go but the problem is that i have a feeling that my result will not be that good.What should i do?Well,there's always NIE,SMU,SIM and bla bla bla.Can i make it?Well,i'll try my best.Actually i'm not worried at all.If i have worked hard and still can't make it to any of the universities mentioned above,maybe God have a better plan for me.Maybe he wants me to go to polytechnic to pursue business and be a successful businessman.Only God knows!Hmm,let's not talk about academic stuff.Today wasn't a good day to do my revision.I think i'm burnt out.I can't study at all today.Totally lost.Besides that,the Year 1s were making fucking lots of noise and they really exasperated me.FUCK them!Hmm...I'm thinking of going to NIE to be a teacher.Maybe a Physical Education instructor or a Malay teacher.After getting enough money,i would want to go to New Zealand to further my study and maybe specialise in business in one of the university there.Maybe i want to go to Waikato University.At the same time,i would want to join the local rugby club there.I really want to play in the DHL Rugby Super 12.That's my ambition.Well, can that be achived?It's really up to me.I've always believe that when there's a will,there's always a way.I shall pray hard then.Before i end,i have an encouraging stuff for my friends who are taking A level this year:

///™ 'A'Level™ cambridge
A Level is just a big exam thrown around by small Brits who find it
entertaining to torture students than to help them pass.
A Level is not difficult. It's easy.
A Level is not an examination. It's a dare.
A Level can be easily passed.
A Level is temporary.
A Level is NOTHING.