Never Surrender Into The Night,Never Banish Without A Fight

Wow...what a splendid weekend it was last week! I went for my secondary school's chalet..it was damn fun but the venue was kind of far..it was at Costa Sands Resort beside Downtown East..it was supposed to start at 4pm but i came late..reached there at around 8pm..during my journey to Pasir Ris, i had this pang in my spine because i have to stand all the way from Choa Chu Kang to Pasir Ris..those fuckers don't want to spare a seat for this poor boy, yours truly..haha..before that, i was at JJC playing soccer with my JJC Malaygangstars..it was damn tiring and not having to seat during the long journey made the situation worse..it seemed like i was about to collapse during the journey..haha..the gathering was fun..we had barbequed food and it wasn't that superb but who cares about the food anyway? We watched TV together, take pictures, eat, smoke and laugh all night..but the most interesting and memorable event was the chatting session..not everybody that was invited was there but like i said, it was still fun..my best buddies came down..Shafiq and Aizat..it has been a while since i last saw them..miss them so much..Shafiq, Aizat and me talked through the night..Aizat went home at 3am the next morning and Shafiq went back at arnd 5am..i stayed there..realise that i didn't use the word 'sleep' or 'overnight'? That's because i didn't sleep at all..i was really dragging my feet the next day..insomnia i guess..i couldn't walk properly like as if i was high on booze..at around 8am, i bid farewell to go to Madrasah..i was there to sleep..haha..but earlier, aizat sms-ed me about something sad..it's about this particular nice girl whom i used to call abt 5 yrs ago to get some phone numbers from her..i pestered her but she was still nice to me on the phone..i met her couple of times in Orchard Rd and also in the train..her name is Joan Chan Shu Fang..she's a high flyer both in academics and CCA but look at her now..damn sad..i can't believe it the moment Aizat broke this news to me..it seemed so surreal..shocking too..hmm..but i believe God loves her more..maybe God has a better plan in store for her..who knows? Things happen for a reason and we humans can't comprehend that reason because it is beyond our humans' ability..but i salute her for her bravery and attitude..she's so optimistic and she's a real fighter..i've never seen someone so strong mentally and physically..i'll pray for her safety and well-being..i'll learn this good attitude of hers..Never Surrender Into The Night, Never Banish Without A Fight..what a sad thing..i chatted with Karyn yesterday and she seems so nice..we chatted about houses to CCAs to sad stuff to exams and many more..she's damn sweet too..i dunno how i added her but i think i got her msn address from Gary..i think so..luckily she's damn friendly..she opened my eyes to the Chinese world, that of sino toughts and mentality, and since she lives in the East side, she's been telling me more about life in the East of Singapore..i'm so outdated..i think i'll get lost if i would to go to the East..haha..so 'pai say'..hmm, other than that, Gary was right..she's nice to talk to..well i hope we can keep in touch..hopefully we can meet in person..Nice People Are Hard To Find..hmm..nothing much happened today in the office...got lots of paper work...we went to invigilate AETOS and CISCO Law Test at old TRACOM..it was interesting..at last i was an invigilator..haha..i saw couple of Diploma holders in CISCO and AETOS..there's this girl by the name of Jessica who is a diploma holder..i thought she is a chinise girl because she totally looks like one..but she's a malay..why would a diploma holder like her would want to be a security guard? Now that's very peculiar..i think it is really hard to get jobs out there..even degree holders nowadays are finding it hard to get a decent job..i wonder what my life would be? would i be successful? God-willing! Would i earn big bucks? God-willing! I have to work hard from now on..i hope i can land myself in NUS..Whoever says life is a bed of roses? Now that's true! Hmm..i've met an actual love hater...this guy doesn't believe in love at all..he's my supervisor..ASP Selva..haha..he don't believe in love at all..that's why he's still single..hmm...is he out of love? That i don't know because if talking about looks, he has it..if you talk about money, he has it...he's smart as he has double degree in law in a university in london...i still think he doesn't believe in love..haha...funny chap...well, i need to go off now...so lethargic after a session at the gym just now..physical conditioning..i have to rest early because there's rugby training tomorrow..all the best guys and gals!!