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Sunday, October 29, 2006

Food Fiesta

Gosh. I can no longer bear working in my department any more. Firstly, there are too many work for me. Not that i can't handle it but lots of work keeps coming in when i have yet to finish the current ones. I have to complete so many reports per month and it is damn irritating. I hope i won't erupt. When i do so, oh gosh, people will get injured. My AD is becoming more lame. Just because he is getting out of our department any time soon, he is trying to do stupid stunts like asking me to report to work on Hari Raya eve just to do some audit with AST and him. That is crazy! Luckily AST has been good to me. I tell you what. I hope no one irritates me at work. This is injustice! I'm doing so many work but what can i do? I'm just a slave. A fucking tool for the stupid government. Anyway, yeap, yesterday was Eid' celebration for my mom's side. We met up at Mak Busu's house and it was damn cheerful. What a way to start the merrymaking session. Then we proceeded to Mak Chan's house and we ate lontong goreng and beef steak. Yum yum. After that we went to Mak Ida's house and ate Mee Curry. Haha. Quite nice. We proceeded to Kak Isnani's house and gosh, the kids were playing XBox 360. It was damn cool. I must get one myself before the end of next year but i'm in a state of two minds of whether to buy PS3 or XBox 360. Spoilt for choice. Then we proceeded to my house and they ate Mee Betawi, an indonesian dish my mom cooked. After that, we went to Mak Ngah's house to watch Liverpool vs Aston Villa and Man Utd vs Bolton matches. Luckily that house have two sets of television. The Liverpool fans watched it at the other TV and the Man Utd fans watched it at the other TV. Man Utd scored first and the Red Devil's fans erupted into cheers. It was damn noisy. Haha. I'm anti-Liverpool. I've been supporting Man Utd since i was in primary 2. Count! Yeah, i've been supporting Man Utd for 12 years. Haha. Well, i think i need to jog already to lose some weight because of the food galore. Haha. But not at the moment because i have been bugged by a flu. Boring! C ya guys soon. Selamat Hari Raya!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

60km/h

Hari Raya celebration was good. Yesterday, my relatives on my father's side went for a hari raya celebration and we started the day late and ended the celebration late too. It was taxing. We visited all the old folks. This year, it was a bit different. We went to Cik Kadir's adopted brother, which is also Cik Lan's father in-law. Kind of complicated but i don't intend to elaborate. The house is located at Marine Parade, near to Cik Kadir's previous house. When we entered the house, gosh, this sweet girl captivated me. She is cik Ani's younger sibling or something like that. Couldn't take my eyes off her. When we were done, we made our way down to the parking lot and the girl, together with her parents and siblings, were watching at our going at the window. I couldn't help but look at her from the parking lot. I told my cousin, Ridwan, of her beauty. Haha. My mistake. We proceeded to the next house and my cousin told Cik Ani and Cik Lan that i like the girl and there was havoc. Haha. My aunts and uncles were like disturbing me. Cik Lan was asking me whether i was serious and if i'm, Cik Ani can help me. I was like 'what-the-hell'. It was just a crush. Haha. Then they told my mom and it was like the worst case scenario. I was blushing like mad. They teased me throughout the journey and celebration. By the way, her name is Nadzirah (i think this is the correct spelling). I was like 'whatever' throughout the celebration. Today is a stupid day. I failed motorbike practical 1.02. It was my first time and obviously i was damn nervous. We went on to practise our changing of gears and stopping. We practised on the inner round circuit and moved on to the bigger circuit. I made couple of mistakes. We were given the liberty to move at gear 3 and hell, i took advantage of that. I was going at 60km/h or so in the circuit and obviously it was difficult to stop just before a designated white line. There were 4 testees and only one passed. I failed. Haha. But i don't mind because i'm still not good at changing gears and stopping with you at gear 3. You have to step down the gear lever to gear 1 before you make a stop and to me that was damn difficult at first. I need further trainings. Motor riding is damn dangerous and you need to get the basics right. I admit it is dangerous. Damn dangerous. I'll be retaking my 1.02 this Sunday and i swear i will get it right next time around. One lesson learned from my failure is not to be the first rider for your mistakes could be spotted easily. Haha. I'm like so used to failure. Unlucky me! Well whatever!

Monday, October 23, 2006

[H][A][P][P][Y] [E][I][D] [M][U][B][A][R][A][K]

I seriously do not have time during Ramadan to update my blog. But whatever it is, i will continue to update it after Ramadan. Yeap, tomorrow is Eid Mubarak (Hari Raya Aidil Fitri) and i'm glad that Ramadan will be gone soon. I usually love Ramadan but i can't comprehend why i feel that this Ramadan is nothing special for me. I just wish it will be over soon and it will. I am looking forward to the next Ramadan (god-willing). It's a terrible holy month for me. Forgive me God. Anyway, yeap, i just want to wish all my friends a happy Eid Mubarak or in local terms,
[S][E][L][A][M][A][T] [H][A][R][I] [R][A][Y][A] [A][I][D][I][L] [F][I][T][R][I].
Enjoy the holiday guys! By the way, i've got a chinese name already. Pikachu gave it to me. Haha. My chinese name is Xiao Ming.